Man, I just don't know

Well, I'm back in Pa for a little while visiting and It's been real nice these past two days. I've seen so many people I haven't seen since like I graduated and stuff. I saw Domonique, Brice, Marques, M.J., this kid named Jermaine I haven't seen since 5th grade, Dan, and I think that's about it. I'm only going to be here for a little bit then Im going to Texas. I don't know if I want to go anymore though because I don't think she liked havin me stay with her. I mean, I was nice,said thank you for everything she and he husband did for me, but I don't know. I mean maybe it's just me, but I don't know. Yesterday, I was at Jossy's house and my auntie came over and she was sayin some things that I think she was directing to me. Talkin about how ungrateful people are and stuff. If she really was talking about me, I'd be kinda upset because I didn't do anything to deserve for her to say those things about me. If it was that bad havin me live with them why didn't they just say so? Why didn't they just tell me to go home? I can't stay home cause there is no roon for me here, They don't want me with them, so I don't know what I'm going to do. All, I wanted to do was get a fresh start somewhere and I guess it isn't working as well as I thought.